Tuesday, December 8, 2009


So this week has been stressful and I am trying to not make it that way, but it is hard!! Sunday I was suppose to get my first HCG level drawn, but Friday at work I started cramping really bad and bleeding. I was a hot mess. Doc still wanted me to come in Sunday for my level so I did. It needed to be at least 50 and it was like 280 so that was great!! I went today to get my level rechecked and it needed to go up by 66% to show things were working properly. Well it only went up 53%, so now I have to go back to Ft. Wayne again Thursday and get it checked again. They said that it wasn't good or bad. Gotta love the medical field. I looked at Lane and said can just one thing go right please?!?!?! It is so frustrating, you are so happy then sad, then happy and sad. It is an emotional rollercoaster. So please pray my numbers Thursday are better than today and we will go from there.

1 comment:

  1. I know you probably hate me for trying to be so possitive/optimistic about this situation. haha! You're blood work was good on Sunday thought right? See? That was one good thing. And all 14 eggs got fertilized? See, good! I know it's not a baby in your arms...but it's 'baby steps'. Ok, I'm going to shut up now.

    But seriously, it is a rollercoaster. And I feel for you. You're in the first car of the coaster and I'm in the back. Which means...I'm here for ya. Good. Bad. Ugly. High. Low. Whateve.

    And even more seriously, Who is in charge of the ride? Not you. Not me. Not Ft. Wayne. The big man...he's got plans...and they're really good. For the bible tells me so...

    Ok, enough coaster talk.
    And, I'm shutting up for real this time.
    And, I <3 you.